I miss you. is that a sin?

"Yes. I miss you. More than what can I show. More than what you can understand."

some people told me already, that missing is part of loving. and, you wouldn't know how much you love it until you miss it. yes, they're right.

Missing someone, it's a pain. and it's also a joy. so I might say that Missing someone is 'Joyful Pain' something that you should really try, I guess.

Why do I write this? because I'm falling in love deeply with someone, and I miss him. I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS HIM! yeah, of course we still can see each other often because we're going to the same school. but, so many things feel different. I've changed. He's changed. everything changed. me. him. us. atmosphere. environment. dollars. everything... between me and him. us and universe. That's why I miss him.

some people keep saying that they're miss 'The Old'. Old memories. Old things. Old couple. everything what's done already. or what's already done in the past. it happens because a lot of things changed already.

but I'm not. yes, I do miss him. but I would never miss the old. it's done already and I didn't regret it! why should I miss those old memories if I can still make the new one? all that I miss is the chance to make those new memories. because I haven't get the chance yet. until now.

I never miss the old things because I know I would never lost it. I saved it already in the perfect place. so I have nothing to worry.

hey, you. I just wanted to tell you, that... I might be busy. we might be busy. we might see each other often, but... don't you think it'll be great if we can go out together, watching some movies, eat crepes, going through the rain, then laugh together? I just wanted to know if we still love each other☺

I. LOVE. YOU.