oh baby say goodbye~

hey longtime no see and when we meet I'm just gon tell u bout... sad story. ohyeah I'm such a lame, and coward (ah, see?I even use coward this time!waow:D), and pathetic... ah however I am not that mean girl. well I see there's no connection among those things. well, I just can't think clearly. I just... broke up.

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I'm not the one who said, "we're done" this time it was him. yeah, no kidding. he's the one who... said it. yeah unbelievable. for me too. my bestie too. as we know tonight is saturday night, and I broke up in saturday night. Megash! what could be more pathetic?

I guess I just can't move on, well actually not yet. I haven't find anyone as good as him or atleast, can replace him. I don't even know if someone can replace him... I don't even sure, actually.

I went to my girlfrnds home tonight. she called me crying and that was totally got me panic so I'd run to her house (well actually I was riding a motorcycle err....) when I came up she's still crying. I can't cry! she's crying and me either?it wouldn't make things getting any better right?so I listen to her and some things surprised me. I'm glad I came.

when she's completely done with her story, I'd started mine. I still can't cry. then my phone rang... that was my brother.

Abang: Lu?
Me: yeah?
Abang: you... broke up?
Me: hiks... *start crying*
Abang: Lu, please, don't cry!
Me: then why you call me?!
Abang: well, it's up to me, right?
Me: sok kaya!
Abang: hahaha biarin pulsa gua ini. just... stop crying!
Me: why u call me?you just upset me ya know!?
Abang: Lah?
Me: I cried because of your voice!
Abang: Hah? well, I'll go get some dinner. I'll text you later.
Me: WHATEVER! *klik*

well we watched some videos and made plan for tomorrow so I don't have to stay home and crying... then I go home. Thanks God, I'm still fine till this second. I almost hit 2 trees 1 car and 1 tower. I am pathetic.

I guess I can move on soon.... or maybe no. I'm just gon... waiting for someone who really loves me:)

gnight!